Job 10

¹“I loathe my life;
I will give free utterance to my complaint;
I will speak in the bitterness of my soul.

²I will say to God, Do not condemn me;
let me know why you contend against me.

³ Does it seem good to you to oppress,
to despise the work of your hands
and favor the designs of the wicked?

⁴Have you eyes of flesh?
Do you see as man sees?

⁵Are your days as the days of man,
or your years as a man’s years,

⁶that you seek out my iniquity
and search for my sin,

⁷although you know that I am not guilty,
and there is none to deliver out of your hand?

⁸ Your hands fashioned and made me,
and now you have destroyed me altogether.

⁹Remember that you have made me like clay;
and will you return me to the dust?

¹⁰Did you not pour me out like milk
and curdle me like cheese?

¹¹You clothed me with skin and flesh,
and knit me together with bones and sinews.

¹²You have granted me life and steadfast love,
and your care has preserved my spirit.

¹³Yet these things you hid in your heart;
I know that this was your purpose.

¹⁴If I sin, you watch me
and do not acquit me of my iniquity.

¹⁵ If I am guilty, woe to me!
If I am in the right, I cannot lift up my head,
for I am filled with disgrace
and look on my affliction.

¹⁶And were my head lifted up, you would hunt me like a lion
and again work wonders against me.

¹⁷You renew your witnesses against me
and increase your vexation toward me;
you bring fresh troops against me.

¹⁸ “Why did you bring me out from the womb?
Would that I had died before any eye had seen me

¹⁹ and were as though I had not been,
carried from the womb to the grave.

²⁰ Are not my days few?
Then cease, and leave me alone, that I may find a little cheer

²¹before I go—and I shall not return—
to the land of darkness and deep shadow,

²²the land of gloom like thick darkness,
like deep shadow without any order,
where light is as thick darkness.”

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